A spark occurred over me (the composer) yesterday, in the short amount of days leading up to it, I was hopeless, felt like I was worthless, had imposter syndrome, thought I wasn't good enough for this project. But on the 28th after the full moon, a shift did happen, although it wasn't phase #2 just yet. It was certainly effective enough to get me a massive headstart on cleaning up my room, especially the parts of it that serve to be the tabletop heart of the VY. I will not announce it as repaired though, until it is completely done, but what it is, is functional, and that's especially what matters.
It doesn't matter what you feel in the moment, because you yourself will call your self criticism horseshit in the end.... :)
Just like I overcame this out of nowhere, so will everyone else who decides to persevere.
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